Second Chance

This is never easy. 

You thought that  I wanted this predicament? 

It is very painful for me. 

I know where you're coming from but I hope you would understand and never judge me at all cost. 

I never thought to be in this bedlam of sorrow and pain. 

What I want now is your support and love more than anything else.

I know I made a bad decision if that's what you wanted to hear but would you please give me a chance, a second chance to redeem myself and show you what I got. 

Now, I've been contemplating a lot and it is never easy going back and seeing the worst reality unfolds right before me.

All I wanted is support, help, and understanding. 

Time will come that I will stand on my own and prove to everyone and even to myself  how worthy I am as a being.

I know it would take me a giant leap to get back what I've lost. 

I know I have my fair share of defeats and I ought to get what I deserve.

I know in time, God will favor on me and that I'll shine through again. 

As of the moment, all I need is your love.

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